Saturday, June 26, 2010

it's not always easy and happy...

just when i thought everything is fine, it's not...
some circumstances in my life early this year made me wonder,
"Ok Lord, what's up and what's next?"
and I am right, the Lord is up to something.
I am surprised and not at the same time.  He always does that.
And I would call that GRACE.

One thing is sure in my journey with the Lord... 
When He is up to something, He always prepares me.
but I can only find that out the moment I say yes to Him and take the step of obedience.
and I am confident that His grace is sufficient for me.
never that He failed me and left me hanging--
--He is always holding my hands even when I thought I'm left hanging.
that's my Jesus.  that's my Lord.

sometimes or it's better to say most of the time, other people think it's always fun and easy...
but it's actually tiring and stressful... it's not easy... 
but that doesn't mean i am giving up...
no, I am holding on because i know that through these challenges,
Jesus is with me.